LR: To be honest, a part of me is starting to second-guess myself. Should I do this now? Why don’t I wait till the beginning of the summer?
Why do I feel this way? I studied abroad last semester and just got back from my 10-week winter internship. I haven’t been with my college friends since last May. Should I sacrifice having fun with them for the next 42 days? It seems that when I hang out with people, it always involves eating or drinking something, whether it be at a restaurant, bar, or at someone’s apartment/house.
Given that I fall into peer pressure relatively easily (I’m a crowdpleaser), I’d either have to grow balls of steel or cut my friends out completely for the next 4 weeks (except for once a week during my whole meal).
However, a part of me wants to just do it. Hell, even if I have to drastically cut back on my social life, I’ll be preparing myself to look better, feel better, and have a great time during the summer. Also, I’ve been making excuses my entire life. Is this just another one of those excuses?
My diet for the next 42 days:
-8x Metabolic Drive Low-Carb, Milk Chocolate
-2x Metabolic Drive Low-Carb, Vanilla
-1x Surge Recovery, Original Flavor
-2x L-leucine, Anabolic Food Additive
-2x Biotest Superfood
-1x HOT-ROX Extreme
-1x creatine monohydrate, unflavored
-1x Fiber Choice tablets
-2x organic peanut butter
-2x organic flaxseed meal, whole ground
-cinnamon, nutmeg, apple pie spice, vanilla extract, and other extracts
-a ton of coffee and green tea
I chose not to get any strawberry or banana MD because I tried the same flavors from a different brand and disliked them. I’m starting to regret my decision since I?ll be drinking 5 shakes a day and because I know Biotest produces great tasting protein. Maybe I?ll have to buy a few extra bottles next week if I get sick of the chocolate protein.
I’ll post my stats and pictures tomorrow.